LITERALLY the worst day of my life! I honestly didn't think it would be this hard going back to work - leaving my baby that I've been staring at for the last nine weeks. It was literally painful! I found a wonderful babysitter who actually came as a referral. Hubby and I met with her weeks ago and I felt really comfortable with her. But driving to the babysitter's house the first day back to work was probably the hardest thing I've done this year (well...other than actually having a baby!). I cried the whole way to her house, and to work, and AT work for about the first hour I was there! I'm sure I looked pitiful! My boss was super understanding - she actually tried to warn me before hand that it wouldn't be as easy as I thought it would be. I had NO problem telling her she was right!
Then to make it worse, I feel like I was behind ALL of the slow pokes leaving work! I think I got caught by every light there was! I eventually just had to give myself a pep talk to calm my nerves!
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